SHOTDOWN!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

NEVER do I want to be a teacher in ACS PRI
They are the biggest bunch of naughty lil' kids I have met in my WHOLE LIFE.
ACS(pri) camp was one big massive challenge.
They are so NAUGHTY. rawr!
In Botanics they were either :

Chasing me
Kicking me
Kicking the soccer ball at me & through my legs to get a ole or whatever you call it
Spitting at me !!!
Tickling me
Trying to steal my slippers, handphone & wallet
Hitting me with random objects
Taunting me of my NON-EXSISTENT boyfriends

Yes aren't I a tormented soul, never again will I help out in a ACS (pri) camp.
Horrible children.
I swear I nearly DIED.
Though there were many cute little boys <3
Cheston the cute little scrawny dude who is super sweet.
Jarryl the too cool for you person but he had cool ankle socks.
Mictchale (sp?) ok i seriously don't know how to spell his name, but he looks cute.
William, the small. He is super cute.
There are also the SCARY SCARY FRIGHTENING BOYS
William, the big.
Weird scary malay guy, he kept spitting at me.
Rugger fellow, he is so small but super scary
ADLWIN. OH MY TIAN, he kept ramming into me and even though he is half my height he nearly knocked me over. HE IS SO SCARY.
who ever knew P4-P6 boys can be such TERRORS.
RAWR!

9:01 pm;

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Monday, May 29, 2006

Jesus loves the little children
All the children of the world
Red and yellow, black and white
They are precious in his sight
Jesus loves the little children of the world

When all else fails and fades,
Jesus still loves me and that is all that matters.
The world might turn their back on me,
but I do not care anymore.
Jesus blood never fails me,
not now, not ever.

I somehow feel that I am writing all of this to assure myself.

9:21 pm;

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Go figure
I just went to smell my riding boots because I miss riding so much.
I miss the smell of sawdust
The pawing of all the ponies
and the softness of their coats.
I want to get back
Someone slap me and get be back on my feet.

I think you enjoy watching me crumble,
you raise me up just to watch me fall.
Seriously, just go away.
I should just stop caring.
You said 'hello',
Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

I cannot wait to watch x-men on Wednesday
At least I can forget about everything
and just have fun.

6:01 pm;

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Finally back from OBS
the most tiring, exhuasting 5 days of my life.
I dont think I would want to repeat this experience again.
10 hrs of kayaking around Pula Ubin is not really my cup of tea.
So is trekking through some mosquito infested forest with a 15kg backpack.
I would not mind jumping into the quarry again though
But surrounded by all the stress there were alot of funny moments.
I have the stupid advertisment song stuck in my head
sung by Izzy and Buelah
My mama said go and find some treasure,
I didn't know what to do
Until I saw the waterproof waffle,
I knew that it was a star.
Accompanied with alot of stupid actions.
The classic Becksie and Raina moment also,
when the both had to pee during kayaking and so they jumped into the sea together on the same side causing the whole kayak to capsize and causing us to laugh non-stop.
With Adele, Izzy, Jia and me laughing while trying to rescue them.
Somehow miss everyone and their weird phrases and swears, all so stupid like pokky and kanana.
Us peeing together in the bushes when we camped out and Izzy losing her underwear at the same time.
Cousteau was an interesting group with really interesting dynamics.
Really could not stand someone.
On the last night 7 of us squeezed into a tent meant for 4 people, but it was very comfy.
Chloe and Adele had their legs and arms all over me.
Now that sounded wrong :x
Really thank God for bringing us all though this 5 days he really blessed us.
It never rained at night and we had really good weather.
God really brough all of us through this.
I have some seriously gross burns on my inner thighs that are shaped in a circle, because of the stupid kayak, but the rest of my body is not that tanned ):
Now I am incapable of walking with my legs together and i look like i have something constatly stuck in between my legs.
I cant even wear shorts and underwear properly.
Ah well, not like I can feel my arms either.
Too much happened in 5 days cant type it all out, but it was fun.
obs is a ONCE in a life time experience, never again.
I will just collapse and die if i go for the 21 day course thing.
My house never felt so welcoming before.

11:37 am;

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

FAREWELL EVERYONE
Lets hope & pray that I will not come home in a body bag.
Hello, 5 days of sun, dirt and roughing it out.
Joy.
Feeling a mixed sense of excitment and foreboding
I shall miss in no particular order:
Patrick the Star, Faith Leong, Happy bringer, Handphone, Ipod, Computer, Bed, Kinder Bueno, Hot water& Air Conditioning.
I sound like such a brat. Seriously

9:35 pm;

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Friday, May 19, 2006

Incantation to stop blood flow from the Kaleva
Listen, O blood, instead of flowing
Instead of pouring forth thy warm stream
Stop, O blood, like a wall, stope like a hedge.
Stop like a reef in the sea: like stiff sedge in the moss,
like a boulder in the field, like the pine in the wood.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I could not help myself.
This is the funniest crap I have heard in a long time ripped from Izzy's blog
It is to stop your period from coming.
Imagine like someone sitting on some mat chanting that,
it is insanely stupid and humurous.
This is what desperation due to OBS makes you do.
Dont even ask me what in the world Kaleva is.

Today was the last day of school :D
It was insanely fun. Everyone was slack.
English we had to listen to the Mr Brown podcast about bakchor mee
Answered a few questions and make up a skit about the social problems and bad habits of Singaporeans.
I had Chloe, Beulah, Grace, Izzy and Jia in my group. We were totally slapstick.
Kiasuism
Grace and Jia (cars) crash into each other, the rest of us frantically copy down the number plates numbers. Me and chloe started arguing about which number is better to buy and ended with me not knowing what in the world I was talking about.
Competitive
Beu and Chloe are ahmahs at a market comparing tao geis. They compare which one is bigger or smaller or whiter and all that weird stuff. Bue finds a big fat juicy tao gei and stuffs it down her bra and challenges Chloe to try to steal it from her, in the process comparing whose is bigger and more real.
Kiasu
Me and Izzy are fighting over a seat in a hwaker center, walking around the seat in Kung fu style with some really bad sound effects. We did some stupid matrix thing and I put my tissue on the seat first and Izzy sat on my hand. So I paniced and fell on the floor trying very hard not to laugh. It is scary when Izzy suddenly sat on my hand. yes it was. We proceeded to fight who had more of a right to sit on the seat.
Kiasi
Buelah refused to board the bus 174 because in chinese it is yi qi si. Which means all die together.
Wanna Be
Me and Chloe were the judges for Singapore Idol
Izzy (in a overly chirpy voice): Hello my name is Isabel. Middle name Britney
followed with a very funny rendition of Oops you did it again.
And when she sang the part "I think I am in love"
she proceeded to like stroke my arm. My fear at that time was pure fear. I was not acting.
But it was HILARIOUS.
Jia: Yoyo! I am 1 Dollar and my idol is 50 cents
Starts rapping the cool poh piah rap
By this time I was in laughing my head off
Beulah was some cheap imitation of the black eye peas and she did Lets get it started
so she did the running, running part and before she could continue she collapsed from exhuastion.
By this time I was laughing non-stop and feeling really tired. All our jokes were so stupid.
But I wished they taped us, it seems funnier when you watch us. I only seem to blog when there is something stupid/funny that happens in the day.
Oh and Becksie group did something really really funny. The police caught Innocent becksie
Jo: put up your hands
Becksie: (raises hands)
Jo: ON YOUR KNEES
Becksie: (puts hands on her knees)
And they repeated this a few times. It was seriously funny.
Stayed back after school for awhile to wait for the rain to pass, in the end I started talking to Beu and Adele about some really Interesting stuff. We had like so much complaints it was interesting.

5:23 pm;

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

DIE SOCIAL STUDIES!
I really could not care less about the IRA and Tamil Tigers.
If the whole world was not that selffish and only care about themselves none of this would happen right?
Human nature is such an ugly thing.
Make love not war
That is one random line.
I screwed up my CA2.
No big deal, expected anyway.
Just need to show my parents that all and let my ears bleed.
I am sick and tired of studying Geography, Social Studies and Physics.
I am mixed up with all the climates.
Warm temperate, Cool temperate
Eastern margin, western margin, continetal
God help me.
Everything just has to be on the same day.
School is a drag.
Anyway OBS groupings are finally out.
I got quite a cool group
ISABEL CHIA SUFEN is not in my group
No more fears of being raped in the night or in the kayak
Izzy dont be angry! I will miss you?
I think.

6:09 pm;

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Monday, May 15, 2006

Jesus, All For Jesus- Robin Mark

Jesus, all for Jesus,
All I am and have and ever hope to be.
Jesus, all for Jesus,
All I am and have and ever hope to be.

All of my ambitions, hopes and plans
I surrender these into Your hands.
All of my ambitions, hopes and plans
I surrender these into Your hands.

Whatever happens Lord. It is your will, let me live my live only for you Lord.

10:23 pm;

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

Friday
It was Vesak Day! I did not know it was a buddist holiday :x
Anyway we had cell, because it was Friday
Cell is always fun, Faith and I went super early
and scared ourselves in the Teachers Reasource Room, with the freaky mask.
Since they moved the table away, we got to sit in the cool corner.
Seeda came to visit our cell and she is almost a pastor in Thailand!
So exciting. I miss Thailand ):
We also had a visitor from the hostel, Evelyn.
She is a Indian Scholar
And I have no idea why we started talking about Jac when she was about to start cell
and now she is Jac the YETI!
We ate and ate and learned more about King David and how cool God is.
Zaneta is so blur, I tied her shoelaces together and she did not even know.
After cell, Eunice, Denise and I went to Caltex to wait for our parents.
We were feeling cold so we decided to eat Ben and Jerrys, chocolate cookie dough
Since it was so hard we had to chuck it into the Pau steamer thing to let it thaw
Anyway we were like digging for gold or something.
But my dad came so I went home

Saturday
The SSO concert was boring. I mean really.
The whole row of 3s people were like munching on things and doing their own stuff.
After the interval, when we went in, me and Syl started playing rollar coaster
as there was a bar infront of us.
So we would grab onto the bar and move according to the music
Loud music: move violently
Soft music: sway
It kept us occupied for so long, but the usher was eyeing us so suspiciously
After the 2nd last song we left to go to the toilet, but since they wont let us back in again.
We sat outside for 22minutes.
After the whole thing was done I went to Newtown Circus to eat with Chloe, Izzy and Jiayin.
They are the biggest bunch of retards on this Earth.
When we were walking to City Hall MRT, Jia decided she wanted to be piggybacked since she was tired, so Izzy piggybacked her and it was so stupid.
Izzy was so high and was walking like a drunk woman and smashing into people.
During the whole walk we were laughing at the most random things ever thought off.
When Izzy say Bread talk at raffles link, she went mad.
She barrelled her way into the shop.
The rest of us sneaked past and went to hide in a corner.
Since Jia was carrying Izzy's bag, Izzy had no money thus no food
So when Izzy finally realised we were gone she TRIED to find us,
but she managed to walk past us TWICE.
I nearly died laughing.
When she finally found us, me and Chloe rushed through the barrier
So Izzy was looking for Jia but Jia walked right past her and Izzy did not even realise.
This proves that Izzy is Blind.
In the MRT, I was holding onto the pole to keep my balance
and suddenly Izzy grabbed my hand.
This is so not harmless year
and being enclosed in a confined space is not a good idea with Izzy around.
So we finally reached Newtown, Chloe that 'bright spark' decided to trudge through some grassy area with trees, that reminded me of The Others, as a shortcut. So we followed her
In the end, all of us had muddy clothes and shoes.
At newtown we pigged out, we had sugarcane juice with lemon, or luat , Hokkien Mee, satay and Ice kachang.
I felt so fat and unhealthy after that.
This was the conversation at the table:
Izzy: Eh go order satay from the Uncle behind
Chloe: But he is gone
(after some time)
Chloe: The uncle after so long is still not back I wonder what happened to him
Izzy: Maybe he was eaten up by the NEWTOWN DINOSAUR
Becky: ARE YOU MOCKING ME?!
Chloe, Jia and Izzy: HAHAHAHAHA
This was because I said some random thing about Dinosaurs in the Bible and I forgot what the term they used so I sounded stupid.
Throughout the night they were laughing at the most stupid things.
I came back at midnight and smelt like hwaker center so I had to bathe

Today
We had to Jubilee Worship Service at Expo.
It was so cool and big
especially since only have it once every 50 years
Faith, Choey and I had to pee halfway so we left and we did not want to go back in so as to not disturb the others.
3 of us walked from one end to the other talking about things.
Went to take a peek at city harvest.
The lunch was insanely long and I dont really want to talk about it.
Except that everyone was getting real sneaky.

It was such an eventful weekend and I am awfully tired,
I did not study at all so I am starting to panic a great deal.
Oh well
I cant wait till next weekend, I get to see my favourite bunch of girls again :D

4:40 pm;

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

School was so blergh.
Physics kills brain cells.
Spent the whole day out in my school uniform and getting drenched twice,
Got to see Mai (Youth hostelite from Shineforth MC in chiangmai), she came over to Singapore for a visit, which is so cool.
So we went out to have dinner with her and some of the Thailand mission trippers : Cheryl, Debbie, Weilin, Sam, Jon, Damien, Xavier and Jo.
Weiline was brilliant and booked the Crystal Jade Palace in Taka which is so super insane. The place is so atas. We were supposed to go to some other not so expensive place but they were all filled up.
So you see this bunch of youth, walking into some restuarant where everyone is so well dressed.
We went in there and ordered VERY carefully, so our bill wont be staggering. We ate only 4 dishes and alot of rice, which was really amusing.
With Mai coming back you get this little part of Thailand, but again it is gone so fast.
Feeling extremely setimental.
How I miss Thailand.
Came home and I am awefully tired out.
1 more day of school left till the weekends
1 more week of school left till the holidays
I am a happy child.

11:31 pm;

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Monday, May 08, 2006

The thing I will miss most about MG is Chapel and 3s
Thank God that I can start the week really well by praising God and all.
Along with 3s this whole bunch of people who love God so much,
that it is so evident.
Even though they are all insanely smart
thus making 3s the freakiest, most hardworking class in the universe.
I am still thankful. really thankful
I remember how bad i was feeling at the start of the year, but by God's grace everything is really good.
Thank God for all the great people he has put in my life too.
Especially ___________, ____________ & __________
You can go fill in the blanks yourself and put in your own name in so you can delude yourself that you have such a cool friend like me that is so grateful for you around (:
Ha ha kidding.
Recently I have been so down with so many things that,
I forgot about being happy.
Today was honestly crappy.
Got back so much horrid results, but still I dont feel like jumping off a cliff or something.
Through everything after all the dust has settled, you can really see God working.
At that point of time, everything might feel like shite.
but when you look back and see the growth, it makes me want to just keep going.
Life is too short to be sad 24/7
I have really no idea why I am feeling so very optimistic today.
~~but somehow I think I will be turning pesimistic again very soon~~
Anyway spent the afternoon trying to figure out physics.
Physics is the most boring subject ever known to men.
Who really cares about swinging pendulums.
I cant wait for Wednesday and Friday and the weekends.
And only 2 more weeks of torture left in school and off we are to OBS.

7:05 pm;

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

Superman- Five for Fighting
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird
i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd
but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

It is so insanely emo that it ain't funny.
I cant go on pretending like everything is alright anymore.
Because it is not.

10:15 pm;

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Friday, May 05, 2006

GOODBYE HANNAH
WE WILL MISS YOU (:
Today cell was loads of fun.
It was on party.actually every week is cos we sit around and talk. Someone will without fail bring food to cell.
Anyway we had to distract Hannah while we finnished her card which was supposed to be done before cell started. Anyway choey screamed : HANNAH you have a RED spot on your WHITE shorts. GO TOILET!
It was HILARIOUS.
so we steered hannah to the kinda toilet side and locked her in.
Hannah started whinning so we let her out.
We were trying so hard to stall her. Debbie was like pretending to want to commit suicide so Hannah would chase after her.
Anyway they gave her the card and we randomly started singing the happy birthday song.
During cell was super weird, halfway i was carrying Eunice on my shoulders and I collapsed onto the floor. I think we were making alot of noise in the corridor.
Anyway after cell choey went MAD with Eunice, it is the funniest thing I have ever seen.
Choey pole dancing around Eunice and doing some indian dance thing.
Blah it was such a stupid and tiring cell.
The _________ turned up for cell
:O

10:48 pm;

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

Tomorrow is the last day of Harmless Week
I shall treasure it dearly.
Recesses are becoming increasingly crappy and stupid.
My Amath improved by 10 marks so I am happy
even though the marks compared to the rest of the class is not that great.
I feel like killing the people who did our timetable
They are out to kill us.
Emath, Amath and Bio all clumped together.
When I come home to stone my brain isnt even thinking straight.
Weekends are finally coming.
I get to sleep in and not care about homwork for awhile.

7:15 pm;

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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

HARMLESS WEEK
is finally here
were everyone is nice and safe and I have to fear no more
I am still convinced the school is out to kill us.
We have bio and next we have amath.
All my brain cells have creanated.
I got this whole bunch of choices laid out in front of me
I honestly have no idea what to choose.
Because I would have to give something up
and it is honestly not a easy choice
they will come and ask why.
I would have to give them my reasons.
Get a long lecture about priorities.
They make it sound so easy.
It is not.
Either way, it wont work out because the dates clash.
Something I love or something that I am obliged

This week has been interesting so far.
But I still dont want things to go out of hand.
And I have a mountain of homework staring at me just waiting to be completed.
yay.

6:14 pm;

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